Oceans and graveyards

Dear Nanna, 10 years. It’s strange to even write that number. A full decade has passed since you left this world, and yet, every beat of my heart still echoes your name. Back in 2021, I wrote to you after six years of losing you. I wrote as a daughter who was hurting, breaking, and still learning to breathe in your absence. Today, I write to you as a daughter who has survived—carrying your love, your voice, your lessons, and your silence in everything I do. So much has changed, Nanna… and yet, nothing has. I still miss you the same. I still cry in silence sometimes—never in front of people. I still search for pieces of you in the sky, in old books, in the smell of a library, in the rhythm of a yoga breath, in the corners of memories that refuse to fade. But now… I also smile more genuinely when I remember you. Because I’ve realized, you’re not just in my memories—you live through me. When I hold a pen, when I sketch on a bad day, when I speak kindly even when I’m hurting, when I tr...

Dearest Amma, As I sit here under the soothing glow of the moon, my heart is filled with so many emotions, all of which remind me of the wonderful journey we've cherished together. You have been my sun, my guiding star, and the solid foundation on which I established my dreams. Your love is like a masterpiece, created with sacrifice, strength, and a devotion that knows no limits. It has carried me through life’s storms and lit up my darkest moments with hope. I’ve seen the quiet battles you’ve fought, the sleepless nights you’ve endured, and the endless effort you’ve poured into creating a brighter future for me. Even when you chose not to talk about your struggles, they quietly became the backbone of our family’s strength and pride. Mom, you are the strongest person I know, wrapped in the kindest and most selfless love. As a single mother, you’ve shown me what true resilience looks like and how beautiful courage can be. Even when the world seemed doubtful, your heart spoke loud...

Dear Takarachan, I hope this letter finds you well and brings a smile to your face, just like the ones you effortlessly bring to mine. I've been reflecting on our friendship lately, and I felt compelled to put my thoughts into words, to truly express how much our bond means to me. As I sit down to write this letter, a wave of nostalgia washes over me, carrying with it a mix of emotions that are hard to put into words. It's been three incredible years of friendship, laughter, and shared experiences, and as our college journey nears its end, I find myself reflecting on the moments that have defined our bond. I still remember the first day we met, how our conversation flowed effortlessly, and how quickly we became inseparable. It's absolutely lovely to talk to you. I find myself looking forward to our conversations, whether they're about the mundane or the profound. I love how we can discuss anything and everything under the sun. It's a connection that I ch...

D ear sunshine, I'm not sure where I'm supposed to begin my letter, but thank you a million times over. How do I put my admiration for you into words? It would be insufficient regardless of how much I write to you because you are so exquisite. You are priceless, just like that grin. You have a captivating voice. You are magnificent in your own style. You are charming and affectionate yet you are also unique in your own way. You are someone from whom others should draw inspiration. The society we live in needs more people like you, and I am grateful to have found you! Every time we talk, you inspire me to believe in myself even more than anybody else could. You are an incredible inspiration for real, and you have an impact on me and many others. Of course, I'm speaking of a positive influence. You are the most amazing friend someone might have ever had. Thank you for proving it to me that people like you exist in this world. I'm sending you lots of love and good energy w...

Dear mumma, No words can ever describe what and how I feel about you. Yet I wish I could tell you in all the ways I can. Cheers to you for being my mom. Cheers to our endless fights. Yes endless indeed.  Happens every freakin time. You're special, but sometimes insanely crazy,  unforgettable and of course my fake sister figure. Mom you're truly an inspiration. You taught me to be been patient, not to cry and face my things on my own and whatnot. You've taught me a lot. You've taught me everything you could. And you know, I'm that kid, everyone wish they had.  But sadly, they ain't got me cause I'm yours always mommy. And yeah I know I can't thank you enough for everything you've done for me but anyways, I am thankful for everything you've done till date. I'm sorry for being rude sometimes to you. I'm sorry for not listening to you sometimes. I may not be a perfect daughter but I will definitely gonna be perfect, one day. Although I know I...

Dear Nanna, It's been 6 years since you left me and this universe. There are no words to describe my immense love for you. Every day without you has been hard, but on this day especially, I can't help but think how much I wish you were here with me. You were the glided light in my world full of darkness. In your presence, I was happy. I'm happy even in your absence but I'm no more that happy little kid who used to smile from bottom of her heart. Though I smile 24/7 for no reason, but no more from bottom of my heart. I'm tired and hurt, I cried, I cried until my tears stopped. I tried to kill myself not physically but mentally. I tried to forget you but unfortunately you become the one who's always on my mind. I think about you and miss you through each day that passes. Some days are really difficult and I'm overwhelmed with sadness. Other days are good, and I think about all of our beautiful memories. I miss going out with you. Just you and me, roaming here...